I Try

I'm sorry I type with English. Sorry if you can't understand what I mean. It is not I understimate you, but because My English so bad, I'm so sorry.

Tonight My tutor said we must more practice, for the first for speaking. I think that's good idea, but you know, I always feel nervous if I stand in front of other people, actually in class that so many my friend have expert English, great thinking, and good speaker and...(I look at my self) I..nothing.

Oh My God, why this habit still stay in my self. Make me not comfortable. I want become good speaker, I want to talk. Many people think that the silence person is "Yes" or "No" people. But I'm not one of them. I have think, I have the argument, but the problem I can't say it clearly, I don't have the comfortable in my self to say, I can't arrange the sentence which represent what I'm thinking, I unconfident.

Many ways that I had try to built my confident, but it didn't permanent in term. I don't know how the step, ways I must try. Yeah I just Try..try ...and try...

You know what, we practice tomorrow, and next day after. We start tell my activity. I hope I can speak, tell clearly and they are know what I mean.