Really Do Not Have Idea

I'm in the middle of condition which make me stuck fast and speechless. I don't know what to do. I've choose the wrong way from the start. And now I don't know how to get the finish line. I don't have idea. Really do not have.

I can't blame anyone. Although this is not 100% my fault. I don't want place the blame on someone. 

Two hours again is the execution. I just waiting, take coolly, silent, listen, and get the consequences that must be we receive because right now I can't thinking of anything.