lagi pertentangan batin endah skrng. lebih banyak diem, fake smile, mikir di dalem. mempertimbangkan semua nya sebelum endah mengambil keputusan akhir. endah meminta beberapa pendapat sahabat sahabat endah, tapi belum dgn keluarga endah. because I know it's so contrary from their mind and I so confuse how to start conversation with them.. Ya Allah...more complicated than before.